What is going on??

I have no idea what is wrong with me right now. I just feel so....BLAH!

What you are about to read is going to be rant/tears/messiness/randomness. I'll just start all of this from the beginning of the weekend.

I got my wisdom teeth removed Friday, so I'm still a little drugged up and that's what I'm blaming this horrible depressing mood I'm in on.

I was pretty nervous Friday morning when I woke up. I've never had any kind of surgery before and have never been put to sleep. Being put to sleep freaked me out the most. When they called me back to the room I sat in a dentist chair and two nurses walked in. They started talking about Mardi Gras and what they planned on doing, then one of them put a mask over my nose with some laughing gas. I expected it to smell funny or make me feel weird right away but I never noticed anything.

About 5 mins later the surgeon walked in and told me he was going to give me an IV, which I questioned him about because I've only heard of nurses doing that. haha I told him I had to watch him because If I didn't I would jump, He laughed and said I was just like him. It was then that I tried to move my head to look at my arm and I realized how numb my body was. He sprayed my arm with some cold stuff and I felt something really warm enter my arm. I couldn't even count to two if I tried before I was out.

I remember being woken up by the nurses, watching her hand two white bags to Joshua, being in the car and Joshua saying he made a wrong turn, and then waking up in the recliner because Joshua wanted to change my gauze but he couldn't find tweezers. haha everything else is a blur or I just don't remember it. Josh says that I claimed to feel like I had just got beat up by Mexicans. lol I also thought I was Eminem and tried rapping.

Anyway, the rest of Friday and Sat was pretty much the same thing.

Today I actually got dressed and put on makeup. I went to Academy and then drove to pick up Alaina. I took her shoe shopping, we played Wii, Joshua BBQ'd boudin for us and we watched a movie. We also did make-up and girl talk. haha I love 5 year olds. I took her home and once I got home my bad mood kicked in.

I'm stressed about school. I don't know why, I'm doing great, I'm just like...freaking out for some reason about it. I can't stop thinking about money either. Money stresses me out, I just want to fast forward to when I have my awesome job and don't have to worry about it. ugh! Just typing about it is making me cry.

At the same time that I'm freaking out about all this (one other thing that I will not talk about) I'm thinking about how I really want feather extensions, my long hair back, my blonde hair back, how 90's music is making me feel better. but then I start thinking about the above and its a repeating cycle.

UGH!
I'm never like this. If you didn't know me you would think I have some kind of mental disorder I swear. although typing some of it out does kind of make me feel better.

Love always,
Kelie

I've Missed You.

I haven't blogged in such a long time. I remember creating this to be a makeup/personal blog that I would update everyday. Yeah, that didn't happen. But from this day forward I promise myself that I will blog more to let out frustrations and share happiness. Even if I don't want people reading it. haha

I guess I'll start over with Joshua and I making two wonderful years together. It's so hard to believe that it's already been two years, where has the time gone?

We started planning a little get away trip to New Orleans a few weeks ago. But our anniversary didn't exactly turn out the way we had planned. We wanted to leave Tuesday after I got out of my last class but we actually left the next day at around 5 am. The drive there was really rough on me because for some unknown reason the past two weeks I have had pain in my left ribs. It bothered me the entire trip so we only stayed for 5 hours before coming home. We had a great time though, here's some pictures.






The past two years with Joshua have been truly amazing. He's taught me so much about myself and knows me better then I do. I couldn't imagine it with anyone but him.

-Kelie

My first Gel liner!

Yay!!! I was so excited when I saw another youtuber mention these gel liners in her video (yesterday) that I went out and bought them today! ha ha

Physician's Formula Shimmer Strips Custom Eye Enhancing Gel Cream Liner comes with three gel liners to each set. There are four sets, one for green eyes, one for blue eyes, one for brown eyes, and one for hazel eyes. I purchased two of them (the green and blue) for $9.99 each at my local CVS.

When I swatched these my first reaction was "OMG! WOW! OMG!" ha ha yes just like that. These gel liners are truly amazing! They are SO pigmented and just glide on.


Time for some pictures!! I wish I would have taken a picture of me wearing them.





This first picture is for blue eyes! The black has blue shimmer that looks so amazing I just stared at the swatch. hah



This one is for green eyes. Like the black for blue eyes this one has green shimmer.



Other then buying these I haven't been up to much. Just working (blah) and trying to film as many video's as I can on my days off from work (I hate filming when other people are home).

Beauty Questions.

I'm sick
It's raining.
Why not post a blog?

I actually saw these questions on YouTube. And because I don't make videos I thought I would post them here. also its been a while since my last post. :(

-What foundation do you use?
Makeup Forever 110

-How about concealer?
Cover girl concealers are awesome and Benifits erase paste <3

-Do you know you undertone color?
Pink

-What do you think of fake eyelashes?
No thanks.

-Did you know that your suppose to change your mascara every three months?
Yes. But I got with whats on the package.

-What brand of mascara do you use?
Favorite brand is L'Oreal for drugstore
Department store I like Makeup Forever Smokey Lash :)

-Sephora or Ulta?
I like both. I really wish we had an Ulta in my area.

-Do you have a MAC Pro-card?
Negative.

-What makeup tools do you use in make-up application??
Brushes the most.

-Do you use make-up base/primer for the eyes?
Not always.

-For the face?
When I wear foundation

-Whats your favorite highlight powder?
I don't use a highlight.
I hear High Beam is good though

- Whats your favorite eyeshadow (color or shade)?
AC/DC from the book of shadows vol II

-Do you line your eyes?
Yes.

-Pencil or liquid?
Pencil

-How often do you poke your eyes with eyeliner?
Never.

-What do you think of pigments?
Messy.

-Do you use mineral makeup?
No.

-What is your favorite lipstick?
Lustering from MAC

-How about lip gloss?
HIP lip jelly's

- What blush do you use?
Nars Orgasm

-Do you buy make-up on eBay?
Never.

-Do you like drugstore make-up?
Yes.

Bang Bang!

Yesterday was Hunter Education. And for those of you who don't know what that is its a class where you learn all about guns and safety for hunting.
I have never hunted before. But I remember when I was younger my dad would take my sister, and I would stay home with my mom. We would have tea parties, sleep overs, watch tons of movies, and she would even play barbies with me. haha, yeah I was a girlie girl. But I still begged my dad to take me hunting with him.

Anyways, I took the course online (because its faster that way) it was either taking in fast online or sitting in a classroom for 3 days. But no matter what you still have to attend a Field day, Its pretty much just sitting and going over everything you learned and then shooting a shot gun.

Shooting the shotgun was fun. We had three shots each, I missed the first one, made the second, and missed the last.

I PASSED!

Let me explain why I did this. I live in the south and A LOT of people hunt down here. I never knew there were so many hunters until I started my job. Most of the people I know hunt for ducks and doves but there are still a lot of people who hunt deer too. But its a huge sport (yes hunting it a sport, and believe it or not its also the safest) anyways, Because I've always wanted to go hunting and my boyfriend wants to take me, I had to take this class. When you are 16 or older you have to have a license to hunt and to get that license you have to take this class. So there you go. :)

Swatches!

These first swatches are from the Urban Decay Book of Shadows vol II


From left to right:
Perversion- Matte Black
Gunmetal- Grey with silver glitter
Ecstasy- Shimmery purple
*AC/DC- Shimmery egg plant


From left to right:
Top: *Nylon-Shimmery brown
Sellout- Champaign
*Mushroom- Toupe <3
*Sphynx- Pink with rainbow glitter
Bottom: Half Baked- Gold
Twice Baked- Brown with Gold shimmer
Midnight Cowboy Rides Again- Pure Glitter!
YDK- Darker then Champaign


Top: *Jinx- Shimmery blue
Flipside- Teal
*Homegrown- Lime Green
*Misdemeanor- Dark Grey with Green shimmer

*= Exclusive to the palette only


Maybelline trio in Designer Chocolates


Maybelline trio in Sunlit Bronze


Antique Jade single
Sparkling Wine single
Both by Maybelline

Intro.

Just a little about me.

My name is Kelie,
I'm nineteen years old.
Makeup and fashion is my thing.
I'm currently not in school,
Because I needed a break!
But by this coming Fall hopefully I can start.
I love kids!
The job I choose will involve them.
(I'm still deciding)
Doctor (most likely) Daycare, Teacher... I'm really not sure yet.
As far back as I can remember I've wanted to be a Doctor though.
My favorite color is green.
And I like smokey eyes ;)
Water is the drink
and Cajun food is what I like to put in my tummy.
mmm crawfish and boudin!
I grew up in the north,
And now I live in the south.
I don't regret anything
and I learn from my mistakes.



PS. Thats me!